aka la ko

Naisip mo na ba kung gaano kahirap ang magmahal?
Magmahal ng maling tao...
Napakahirap tanggapin ang katotohanang
kailangan mong kalimutan ang lahat ng iyong naramdaman
para sa taong mahal mo.
dahil hindi ka naman nya mahal at hindi ikaw ang kaniyang kailangan.
ang masakit pa diyan, hindi mo nasabi sa kaniya kung gaano
mo siya kamahal.
Huli na ng magising ka sa katotohanang may iba nang nagpapasaya sa kaniya!



Wala akong panahon para sa mga ganitong bagay,
pero ngayong wala akong maisip ilagay sa aking blog
napagdesisyunan kong ibahagi sa iyo ang laman ng isip at puso ko.

para sa mga nagmamahal, sabihin at ipadama mo sa kaniya kung gaano mo siya kamahal.
para sa mga hindi marunong mag mahal... matututo ka din. maghintay ka lang.
at para sa mga katulad kong walang pakielam: akala nyo lang yon. !

BBrC Section 2 BATCH 1943-1947 YEARBOOK

WE ARE THE BBrC 4-2D YESTERDAY, TODAY and TOMORROW

Hizon, Arieston


Mayabason, Rommel
Velasco, Maryanne

Rabenitas, Marlon

Decena, John Vincent
Coronel, Michelle Justine
Erestain, John Christian
Cruz, Ayvee
Hernandez, Joey
Basbas, Mary Antonette
Carbonel, Theresa Joy
Tongcua, Sarah Jane
Francisco, Cyrill
Estupin, Monica Marie
Sebastian, Megan
Bendana, Airene Lorenz
Perez, Lileth
Pillas, Majesty
Gitamondoc, Jefferson

Jano, Geraldyn
Navarro, April Clarice
Marzan, Joanna Carussa
Oliveros, Ma. Bernadette

THE OFFICIAL BBRC SECTION 2 YEAR BOOK

(I'll be updating this post soon :) )

Frigid

Sabi ni Anonina sa kanyang kaibigan:

"Sa palagay ko ganito talaga kapag nag mamahal... kahit nasasaktan ka na pipilitin mo pa ring maging maayos ang lahat para sa ikaliligaya ng taong mahal mo. Madalas pinagsisisihan ko kung bakit ko siya tinalikuran pero naisip kong ang pag layo ko sa kaniya ay isang bagay na kinailangan kong gawin labag man sa kalooban ko. May minamahal na siyang iba at hindi naman ako ang kaniyang kailangan. Napaka hirap para sa akin na tanggapin ang katotohanang minahal ko siya ng higit pa kaninuman pero yung pagmamahal ko na yun kailanman ay di niya maaaring suklian. Nasaktan nya ako ng labis... ng hindi niya alam. Hindi ko siya masisi dahil hindi rin naman nya alam na mahal ko siya."

" Pinilit kong magpaka layo hanggang sa isang araw, nagkita na naman kami. matapos ang ilang buwang pagdurusa noon ko lang ulit narinig ang kaniyang boses naalala ko siya at ang dating ako. napaka laki ng pinagbago ko. Hindi ko alam kung Labis na yung sakit na naramdaman ko kaya tila ako'y namamanhid o Tuluyan ng namatay ang dating ako dahil hindi na kinaya ang sobrang sakit."

"Ilang oras ko din siyang nakasama puno ng alinlangan... ilang na ilang ako. Hindi ko alam kung san ako huhugot ng lakas upang tignan siya sa mata o di kaya'y biruin sya ng tulad ng dati. Huli na ang lahat, para bawiin ko ang panlalamig na naramdaman ko... ito na siguro ang kapalit ng pag mamahal ko sa kaniya."

Soul Mate--- How'd you know ?

A couple of days ago, i had this little discussion with a friend
It's an interesting topic that had caught my attention and with that I unexpectedly found the answer to my question about soul mates ...

Sabi sa isang book ni Paulo Coehlo (I actually forgot the title) ... Sa buhay ng isang tao, once lang natin makikita ang tunay at matinding pag ibig. Sa oras na ito'y dumating sa iyo wag mo nang pakawalan pa. Dahil ito ang magdadala sa'yo sa walang hanggang mundo ng kaligayahan sa gitna ng kapighatian.

Ayon sa kaniya, kung naranasan mo nang mag mahal ng matindi at mabigo ka sa pag ibig mong ito, hindi ka na maaari pang magmahal ng sing labis at tindi ng naramdaman mo gaya nung una.
At sa usaping soul mate naman, maaari mong mapalagpas ang taong nakatadhana sa iyo --- ngunit kailangan mong mag hintay ng napakatagal na panahon hanggang ikaw na mismo ay mag re incarnate. sa puntong ito, maaari ulit kayong mag kita nang iyong soulmate... sa ibang anyo at panahon nga lang...

kung mangyari man na mapalagpas mo ang iyong soul mate ikaw ay nakatadhana upang makaranas ng eternal agony.

kaya ngayon napag desisyunan kong magtiis at maghintay na lang. Alam ko at naniniwala akong totoo ito... nakita ko na ang soul mate ko... ngunit pinalagpas ko pa... kailangan ulit kitang hintayin hanggang sa ako ay mag reincarnate... sana sa panahong iyon, marealize mo na ako talaga ay para sa iyo at ikaw ay ang kabiyak ng aking kaluluwa. XD

Radio Internship - Done

Grabe natapos na din ako sa internship sa radio :) whew i can't believe it. Thank God. Marami din akong natutunan 1. Maging Prompt 2. Makisama 3. Magkaroon ng mahabang pasensya ayan. Defense na lang ang kailangan naming lusutan para sa sem na to . Last day na nga pala ng ECOLOGY namin this Saturday :) i bid my sweetest farewell to all the MINOR SUBJECTS! haha aja aja!!!

Majesty's Baby

Meet Chi-Chi my baby girl... sooo cute :) she was 4 weeks old when I got her. and now she's on her 12th week na grabe ang bilis ng panahon... hehe

:) i love my Hummies ... always.

*petfriends

something about Stereophonics

Hey hey hey! Stereophonics had just taken my breath away... with Kelly Jones' sexy voice haha
i couldn't help but to listen to their music all day long... it means nothing if i wouldn't listen to Mr. Writer's composition about someone who loves to take her clothes off, it feels so good to be in the Rainbows of pots and golds even if im gonna be stuck up to a long Traffic after I Stopped to Fill my Car Up,i wouldn't mind as long as there's Stereophonics music with me. I'll be wearing their T-shirt Sun Tan while Lying in the Sun and i would spend my whole night Just Looking at the Local Boy in the Photograph trying to dream about goin' to Dakota , Maybe Tomorrow.

in short... I'm so inlove with this BAND :)
Stereophonics rocks!

by the way here are the list of some of their songs. I do love all of their songs.


It Means Nothing
Rainbows of Pots and Golds
Mr. Writer
I Miss You Now
Nothing Compares to You
Who are You?
Sexy Thing
Traffic
Im Just Looking
Dakota
Local Boy in the Photograph
Not up to You
The first time ever i saw your Face
Maybe Tomorrow
She Loves to Take Her Clothes Off
I Stopped to Fill my Car Up
Don't Let Me Down

majesty is out there :)

I had to go away; I've loved you too much to get in the way of your happiness. Now it’s my time to find myself, fix what was lost. I had a great time loving you, but everything is not on its place because right now, you were out there, living a good life, sharing it with someone else.
I've learned that life is more than what it means to breathe, life is all about loving. It is all about giving yourself up to someone who deserves you.
I love you but isn’t enough to keep us together. Goodbye is what we both needed and loving you is something that I must forget.

Kathangisipko

WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY TO YOU IS THAT:

I love you, wish I never learned to. It’s been quite a while since I first saw you, never did I thought that it would be the first time I will ever experience this thrilling pain. I love you, this feeling won't ever stop. You’re such a drug to me; I just can't drive you out of my system. Every inch of you scares my fears away. I will always love you, no matter what and whatever it takes. It'll always be you here in my heart. I will love you like nobody ever does. So just let me stay this close with you for a little while and let me hold your hand and make you feel the way I’m feeling. I love you, I just can't stop. So every smile from you, takes the gloom in my heart, you are my life, let me be your first and last breathe. I’ll send your tears away till we no longer know how to cry cause its love that will make us glad forever.

Tracks of my tears

Tracks of my Tears

Pain is inevitable, the more I hide it the more it hurts. I could have been a a heartless inhumane creature. Hearing, sensing and feeling nothing but emptiness, that was what I’ve longed for. Until then love had came across my way. I knew it was love: a real sense of attraction amidst all opposites, producing an inner sense of positive energy and a feeling that conquers all divinity and impossibilities. It happened to me… but I gave it to the wrong person. So what then? I was left haunted, shattered, broken and unnoticed.

I am about to reach my insanity point. I had cried tons of tears inside. Thought I couldn’t bear it, foolishness had taken its throne and I’m glad to recognize my own agony. Now taking it little by little would be the only option that is left for me and becoming a better person one step at a time is such a milestone for me. Until I looked back and had decided to follow the tracks of my tears. Painful as it may seem to be, loving the wrong one is a risk that can either be worth taking or worth breaking. Perhaps, what I have learned is that, loving someone, whether that person is the right one or the wrong one, is a SACRIFICE that I ought to endure. And as long as my heart is beating, I am capable of loving all over again.