life without you sucks.

for a while i thought i was okay.... but how could you ... how could you refresh the wound again my dear? Now i realized that i have not been living a life since the day you went away.
dear i had lost everything. the clarity to move forward is but a dull perspective. How could it be?
that i loved you beyond all reasons and aspects? I still am hoping... so damn hopeless though.
gotta say i love you. gotta say i miss you. gotta say i want to be with you...
but this ain't the time. there's nothing more that i can do...

let me breathe again... dear... lets go back from the start... if not today...
maybe tomorrow... or the next day or maybe in the next lifetime.

i'll be standing right here. im'ma wait for you...