Blissful goodbye

I had loved you long enough to realize that it was not worth it. I wish it was me you chose, but now it'll remain just as an undying wish. Because of you i had known the essence of an unconditional love. A love without partiality. I have to see things just as they are: that even the most sincere love in the world could be wasted and ignored. You were not meant for me. no matter how much i desire to be with you, it can never be me. It can never be 'Us'. I am writing these words with tears rolling down on my heart.

No matter how far i would go, there will always be a piece of me dying every single moment. It dies every time i think of you and the fact that i cannot have you simply because i can't .

That from this moment onwards, I ought to live in despair, because the moment i knew that i had found the better half of my soul I had to keep it to myself . I'd rather not feel this way again. I Loved you so much that it kills me now. To end this love is far way harder than to kill myself.

Change

Change is not a sudden reaction, it is something that comes up to you strangely in its most profound manner. i am curious about what kind of change might knock into my door. Will it kill me? Does change really changes things? Let me adore this truth: Life is a series of critical choices we make. Choices that comes from different dimensions and the bottom line is our choices carries within itself a promise of change.

life without you sucks.

for a while i thought i was okay.... but how could you ... how could you refresh the wound again my dear? Now i realized that i have not been living a life since the day you went away.
dear i had lost everything. the clarity to move forward is but a dull perspective. How could it be?
that i loved you beyond all reasons and aspects? I still am hoping... so damn hopeless though.
gotta say i love you. gotta say i miss you. gotta say i want to be with you...
but this ain't the time. there's nothing more that i can do...

let me breathe again... dear... lets go back from the start... if not today...
maybe tomorrow... or the next day or maybe in the next lifetime.

i'll be standing right here. im'ma wait for you...

love.love.love

Pinili mong magmahal... nabigo ka... kahit anong gawin mo ang taong
minahal mo ay kailanman di ka kayang mahalin.
sa laro ng buhay, kailangan mong maging matibay.
Nariyang masasaktan ka...Tatawa ka...Iiyak ka...
Lahat ng emosyon kusang dadating sa iyo.
Ang lahat ay bahagi ng isang misteryong puwersa: PAG - IBIG.
sabi ng marami ito raw ay perpekto... ngunit sabi din ng ilan,
ang Pag ibig daw ay may pamantayan... kapag hindi ka umayon sa pamantayan,
ibig sabihin, mali na ang pag ibig na nararamdaman mo.
Eh anu nga ba ang tama? May mali ba sa pag ibig?
Sino ba sila para husagahan ka kung tama o mali ang nararamdaman mo?
Basta, alam mong sa sarili mo ay totoo ang iyong pag ibig...
walang totoong mali.ang pamantayan ay nilalaan lamang sa mga bagay na
di perpekto at di tiyak.
Ngunit sa pusong umiibig? Walang katumbas na kahit anung sukatan o batayan.
Basta't nagmahal ka ikaw ay nasa tama.

anu ba kasi ang batayan?

Pinili mong magmahal... nabigo ka... kahit anong gawin mo ang taong
minahal mo ay kailanman di ka kayang mahalin.
sa laro ng buhay, kailangan mong maging matibay.
Nariyang masasaktan ka...Tatawa ka...Iiyak ka...
Lahat ng emosyon kusang dadating sa iyo.
Ang lahat ay bahagi ng isang misteryong puwersa: PAG - IBIG.
sabi ng marami ito raw ay perpekto... ngunit sabi din ng ilan,
ang Pag ibig daw ay may pamantayan... kapag hindi ka umayon sa pamantayan,
ibig sabihin, mali na ang pag ibig na nararamdaman mo.
Eh anu nga ba ang tama? May mali ba sa pag ibig?
Sino ba sila para husagahan ka kung tama o mali ang nararamdaman mo?
Basta, alam mong sa sarili mo ay totoo ang iyong pag ibig...
walang totoong mali.ang pamantayan ay nilalaan lamang sa mga bagay na
di perpekto at di tiyak.
Ngunit sa pusong umiibig? Walang katumbas na kahit anung sukatan o batayan.
Basta't nagmahal ka ikaw ay nasa tama.